the gray is nothing but gray

A person said: At first, open a curtain when I get up in the morning, to see the sky, and to say in my heart, “Also, the sky is beautiful today. Even if the sky is whatever color."


However, I cannot absolutely do or say such a thing.

The gray sky is nothing but gray. The only thing I can do is to let myself go with the flow.


Are these my flaws?

What are my flaws?

How much will I cope with my flaws?

In the first place, do I need to cope with it?


Deep down I know my flaws, but it might take lots of time until I'm able to deal with them with confidence.